the bittersweet symphony of life

Today was a lil bit more bearable, even if I’ve forgotten to bring along my phone, even if I’ve found out that I’m required to go for Japanese class before work next time, even if I was being introduced to the whole factory during the morning assembly (Yes! Monday morning is perhimpunan day!), simply because

1. I had a break from 10 am till 12:40 pm to settle some banking stuff. Managed to have lunch and sneak in a few winks at home
2. I started copying notes from any documents I can find around the lab
3. I’ve found a new friend (or maybe two) which kept me entertained

Scenario 1:

You know in movies, they have this angel vs devil thingy when you are in the middle of a decision-making. I’ve experienced it today! I don’t know how to explain this. But usually, it’s only me talking to myself saying do this or do not do this. Today, I felt as though I am watching my head talking to each other. The devil was like complaining about the job and wanting to quit. The angel was trying to persuade the devil to hold on and stuff like those la. Anyway angel won wtf. And I laughed after I was aware what just happened. Don’t know if you can say it happened sub-consciously or not, but I was really concentrating on my notes!

Scenario 2:

After lunch, I came across the MSDS (Material Safety Data Sheet if I’m not mistaken). So I was like copying about the side effects of the chemicals involved. And my brain talked to me again lol. “I’m sure your mother would ask you to quit when she sees this.” I got quite happy at that thought la. Also, while writing down each side effects, I was feeling it too! Like when I write headache…then suddenly my head hurts lol. Laughed again cause that was just so stupid.

Anyway, I was right about my mum! She gave me the green light to quit. Cause 1st day I came back feeling dizzy, 2nd and 3rd day with bloody pei si (I don’t know why am I so disgusting also) and 4th day (today) with bleeding lips. BUT surprise! I’m not gonna quit it (at least not now). Cause something came up…and I need the money to pay for that expensive something. So if everything goes well, result will be out June 28th

So saya disini hendak mengakhiri post ini kerana sudah masa untuk masuk tidur!  Last week kan, 3 hari berturut-turut cakap BM je…weekend pulak nak cakap balik inggeris & cina macam susah pulak. Especially on Sunday, I kept speaking in Malay. Frust giler aku.

ps weekdays and weekends are like hell and heaven.